Haha, suddenly feel very odd looking at my blog. Review from memory, suppose to have something to do with my beautiful past memories. However, looking at the posts, all of them have nothing to do with it. All of them are there for me to vent out my feelings.
Once very motivated to record down my pre-u life, but now the motivation is dying. The very demanding course curriculum have exhaust all my energy to write.
Aiya, maybe later i should change the blog title to 'feeling'.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Stress
Walau, aku stress!
Stress! Stress!
Now i am very scared of the quiz that is coming soon.
BF215, BF218, haiz, it is terrible. Feel no confident despite the fact that i have finish reading all the chapters.
Just now almost lost my temper in the discussion with BF322 project gp mate. Never had this experience before. Seem like I really need to cool down.
Stress! Stress!
Now i am very scared of the quiz that is coming soon.
BF215, BF218, haiz, it is terrible. Feel no confident despite the fact that i have finish reading all the chapters.
Just now almost lost my temper in the discussion with BF322 project gp mate. Never had this experience before. Seem like I really need to cool down.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
A short bitter sweet memory
2am in the morning.
I could not sleep.
I need to voice this out.
A memory.
A short, yet heart-broken memory.
The first time i experience love at 1st sight.
And the first time a girl appear again and again in my dream.
She has a pair of charming eye.
Her smile is radiant.
Her eye seem as it can communicate message to other.
She is talkative , and let people feel comfortable around her.
Apparently, i am attracted to her.
I asked friends around her to see if she is available.
And they say yes.
I am thrill, and i try to get to know more about her.
And through the info i get, i grow to like her even more.
I believe she is the one i am after.
And just before i take the next step, another friend give me the bad news.
She is most likely engaged at the moment.
With another person in the same organization.
My heart broke into pieces.
Tonight, will be a sleepless night fr me.
I will review my memory with her, and try to stuff it,
into a discrete part of brain.
Tomorrow, i will ask for confirmation from her about her realtionship status.
If its true, i will let her go.
Let me just grief for this night.
Alone, in front of nic computer.
Let me just sit back and think.
Tomorrow, might be a better day.
Meanwhile, it will be great if there are beer around.
心痛
曾经以为
你就是我的缘分
你明亮的眼睛
钩去了我的魂
你微笑的脸庞
牵动了我的心
不相信一见钟情的我
因你而改变
曾经以为
放过你
将会是我人生的遗憾
但原来
只是我自作多情
你已经
有了你的缘分
我好想放开一切
勇敢的追求你
虽然我是多么的讨厌第三者
虽然我的良知在反抗
最后
我还是决定放弃
因为我不知道
我是否能比你现在的他
更适合你
毕竟，我还对你了解不深
今晚
就让我静静的心痛
他妈的
比失恋还痛苦
I could not sleep.
I need to voice this out.
A memory.
A short, yet heart-broken memory.
The first time i experience love at 1st sight.
And the first time a girl appear again and again in my dream.
She has a pair of charming eye.
Her smile is radiant.
Her eye seem as it can communicate message to other.
She is talkative , and let people feel comfortable around her.
Apparently, i am attracted to her.
I asked friends around her to see if she is available.
And they say yes.
I am thrill, and i try to get to know more about her.
And through the info i get, i grow to like her even more.
I believe she is the one i am after.
And just before i take the next step, another friend give me the bad news.
She is most likely engaged at the moment.
With another person in the same organization.
My heart broke into pieces.
Tonight, will be a sleepless night fr me.
I will review my memory with her, and try to stuff it,
into a discrete part of brain.
Tomorrow, i will ask for confirmation from her about her realtionship status.
If its true, i will let her go.
Let me just grief for this night.
Alone, in front of nic computer.
Let me just sit back and think.
Tomorrow, might be a better day.
Meanwhile, it will be great if there are beer around.
心痛
曾经以为
你就是我的缘分
你明亮的眼睛
钩去了我的魂
你微笑的脸庞
牵动了我的心
不相信一见钟情的我
因你而改变
曾经以为
放过你
将会是我人生的遗憾
但原来
只是我自作多情
你已经
有了你的缘分
我好想放开一切
勇敢的追求你
虽然我是多么的讨厌第三者
虽然我的良知在反抗
最后
我还是决定放弃
因为我不知道
我是否能比你现在的他
更适合你
毕竟，我还对你了解不深
今晚
就让我静静的心痛
他妈的
比失恋还痛苦
Friday, May 22, 2009
The missing A's
The second sem exam result is officially out around 24 hour ago. I still can't believe I get such a result. I think it would take me a couple of weeks to get this kind of stuff out from my mind.
Looking back the past 1 semester , I realised just how poor my study attitude was. I constantly missed the morning lesson because of oversleeping, especially for IT module . A 4 hours lesson was cut to half, as I always arrive in the class after two hours. Worse still, the second half was for lab session, and the first half I missed was lecture,which gonna to be tested in exam.
Ah, Financial management. A must score subject if I want to get the specialization I wanted. And, yes, I spend most time doing my revision for it. Well, the "most time" here merely mean I spend all the time before the paper for this subject ,which is around 3 days.
Accounting was quite ok. I have confident in this module. Anyway, in exam, I couldn't do my last part of paper, which contribute around half the marks available.
Ah, business law. Prof Harry, i wanna apologise to you. I really enjoyed your lessons, and I swear I already give it my best, and put in the maximum available time for revision. However, just like Rome is not build in one day, 3 hours of revision doesn't really help , right?
At least it still not the worst case, as compared to my It revision. I still can recalled how I spend 2 hours flipping notes before the paper.
I sincerely believed what I did in this sem was very wrong, and I swear I will never do it again.
I will do better if I could improve this.
So, I swear here, with the witness of the goddess of blog, I will be a better man next sem.
Oh,yeah, I forgot to tell my result. No A's , but I have 3A+, 1B+, and a B for biz law. Look great, right? But most of it is based on luck, especially the A+ for IT. Luck will not always with me, so I must not always bang on it.
And thank you, luck, for helping me this time.
Looking back the past 1 semester , I realised just how poor my study attitude was. I constantly missed the morning lesson because of oversleeping, especially for IT module . A 4 hours lesson was cut to half, as I always arrive in the class after two hours. Worse still, the second half was for lab session, and the first half I missed was lecture,which gonna to be tested in exam.
Ah, Financial management. A must score subject if I want to get the specialization I wanted. And, yes, I spend most time doing my revision for it. Well, the "most time" here merely mean I spend all the time before the paper for this subject ,which is around 3 days.
Accounting was quite ok. I have confident in this module. Anyway, in exam, I couldn't do my last part of paper, which contribute around half the marks available.
Ah, business law. Prof Harry, i wanna apologise to you. I really enjoyed your lessons, and I swear I already give it my best, and put in the maximum available time for revision. However, just like Rome is not build in one day, 3 hours of revision doesn't really help , right?
At least it still not the worst case, as compared to my It revision. I still can recalled how I spend 2 hours flipping notes before the paper.
I sincerely believed what I did in this sem was very wrong, and I swear I will never do it again.
I will do better if I could improve this.
So, I swear here, with the witness of the goddess of blog, I will be a better man next sem.
Oh,yeah, I forgot to tell my result. No A's , but I have 3A+, 1B+, and a B for biz law. Look great, right? But most of it is based on luck, especially the A+ for IT. Luck will not always with me, so I must not always bang on it.
And thank you, luck, for helping me this time.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
From Malaixiya to Xinjiapo
I always have this sort of dream. I will end up taking some sort of engineering course in a local university. After a few years of uni life, i will be graduating , and have my own tutition centre. And then I will marry with a beautiful wife, and have a bunch of kids. And then the life go on, until the day I swallow my last breath.
Life seem to be heading that way after my form 6 education. With the help of my mum, I started a small tuition class. Although I only have around 12 students, I still earn more than working for other, and I slowly learn from my experience with them.
My stpm result was also quite wonderful. Straight A's, with good co-curricular points. So, I bet I could get the course of my choice.
With these, life create a path in front of me. Study in UM or UPM, while manning my tuition career part time. When I graduate from university, I should have enough experience and fame in the tuition industry.
Everything seem to be perfectly fine, before the life take an unexpected twist.
The brilliant Malaysian Government decided that I am not good enough for their university. So, they rejected all my six choices, and decided to give me something else. Turn out I have no interest in it, and I can't do anything but complaning to everyone I met.
On the other hand, Singapore waive his hand to me. Both NUS and NTU offer me the course of my 1st choice.
So, I packed my belongings , forget my dream, and dalalada....... Here I am in Singapore.
Background info- Around may to july last year
Life seem to be heading that way after my form 6 education. With the help of my mum, I started a small tuition class. Although I only have around 12 students, I still earn more than working for other, and I slowly learn from my experience with them.
My stpm result was also quite wonderful. Straight A's, with good co-curricular points. So, I bet I could get the course of my choice.
With these, life create a path in front of me. Study in UM or UPM, while manning my tuition career part time. When I graduate from university, I should have enough experience and fame in the tuition industry.
Everything seem to be perfectly fine, before the life take an unexpected twist.
The brilliant Malaysian Government decided that I am not good enough for their university. So, they rejected all my six choices, and decided to give me something else. Turn out I have no interest in it, and I can't do anything but complaning to everyone I met.
On the other hand, Singapore waive his hand to me. Both NUS and NTU offer me the course of my 1st choice.
So, I packed my belongings , forget my dream, and dalalada....... Here I am in Singapore.
Background info- Around may to july last year
Disorganize
Ha, it has been almost 10 days since I create my new blog. I thought I will start writing in it very soon, but soon realised I do not know where to start. So many things happened in the past 1 year, and was very disorganize in my head.
Haiz, still haven get ready with it even after 10 days of rearrangement. Dun care lah. I just put it topic by topic, and will add in whenever I remember something.
Haiz, still haven get ready with it even after 10 days of rearrangement. Dun care lah. I just put it topic by topic, and will add in whenever I remember something.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
New blog, new life
Introduced to you, my new blog.
This is my 4th blog already. Every blog indicate different stage of life for me, and its mean something for me.
My first blog was created in memories of my life up to form3. Life is a piece of cake. No sadness,only happiness. Too bad, i forgot the blogspot address and my password. Let its float in the sea of blogs. Hopefully one day i will meet it again.
Second blog, up to form 5. I deleted it. We should always be forgiveful. Life is short. Why should we look back to something not worthwhile to remember. Sadness ain't for human.
Third blog- my shortlife baby. Stories rojak. Not really a proper blog. I switch to diaries during this period. So you won't really see much of my thought and life inside in the blog. Ill for more than 1 year, and died recently. Pay it a visit to commemorate it.
And the 4th blog. I called it look backward. Look backward to my life in the past 20 yrs , and hopefully will be able to capture my memory, before all of them fade.
This is my 4th blog already. Every blog indicate different stage of life for me, and its mean something for me.
My first blog was created in memories of my life up to form3. Life is a piece of cake. No sadness,only happiness. Too bad, i forgot the blogspot address and my password. Let its float in the sea of blogs. Hopefully one day i will meet it again.
Second blog, up to form 5. I deleted it. We should always be forgiveful. Life is short. Why should we look back to something not worthwhile to remember. Sadness ain't for human.
Third blog- my shortlife baby. Stories rojak. Not really a proper blog. I switch to diaries during this period. So you won't really see much of my thought and life inside in the blog. Ill for more than 1 year, and died recently. Pay it a visit to commemorate it.
And the 4th blog. I called it look backward. Look backward to my life in the past 20 yrs , and hopefully will be able to capture my memory, before all of them fade.
2009 hollywood blockbuster- In cinema 6th may
It was 1am in the morning. I slipped off my bed, switched on the light, dashed 1m to reach for my compaq presario c700. With mighty strength, i opened the cover ,and pressed the power button. I shall wait no more. I shall do this. I shall. Nothing can stop me from doing this. Nothing. No one.
Well, maybe not. This proved to be a very challenging task. The other side is just reluctant to let me do this. They have set countless obstacles for me , with only one intention in mind- to stop me from doing this.
Apparently, my computer have been messed with before. Just like it has been hack by some super powerful hacker, the com didn't response to my call. I took a deep breath, crossed my hand for another prayer, and pressed the power button for another time.
Still no response. I became a bit annoy. Why you want to stop me? Why? Tell me why!
No! No! No one can stop me! No! I took out my IT bible, and start searching for solutions.
Eventually, after some sweats and tears, i finally found the cause- no energy. After i feed my presario with a form of specially tailor food that is produced from power plant, he finally response to my prayer. Will a wonderful " de de de teng" sound, he finally brought me to the transportation to my destiny.First obstacle, cleared. Mission accomplished.
The rest of the journey is very smooth, until i reached the homepage of my blog. God save me! I forgot my password!
With a very determine heart, I tried many many wierd combination of number and word.
lam890918-wrong
890918lam-wrong
***********-wrong
............
Luckily i have my secret weapon. I shoot my A account, and tell him to surrender to my B account. Finally using B account, i gain control of my A account......
And just like other movies, good guy will always win, justice will always rules, after much troubles, i finally created my latest blog.
--------------------------------THE END-------------------------------------------------------
Director- William C
Producer- William C
Writer- William C
Art Director- William C
Special Effects Supervisor- William C
Unit Production Manager- William C
Cast-
William C
Compaq Presario C700
light
IT bible
Thank you for watching.
Well, maybe not. This proved to be a very challenging task. The other side is just reluctant to let me do this. They have set countless obstacles for me , with only one intention in mind- to stop me from doing this.
Apparently, my computer have been messed with before. Just like it has been hack by some super powerful hacker, the com didn't response to my call. I took a deep breath, crossed my hand for another prayer, and pressed the power button for another time.
Still no response. I became a bit annoy. Why you want to stop me? Why? Tell me why!
No! No! No one can stop me! No! I took out my IT bible, and start searching for solutions.
Eventually, after some sweats and tears, i finally found the cause- no energy. After i feed my presario with a form of specially tailor food that is produced from power plant, he finally response to my prayer. Will a wonderful " de de de teng" sound, he finally brought me to the transportation to my destiny.First obstacle, cleared. Mission accomplished.
The rest of the journey is very smooth, until i reached the homepage of my blog. God save me! I forgot my password!
With a very determine heart, I tried many many wierd combination of number and word.
lam890918-wrong
890918lam-wrong
***********-wrong
............
Luckily i have my secret weapon. I shoot my A account, and tell him to surrender to my B account. Finally using B account, i gain control of my A account......
And just like other movies, good guy will always win, justice will always rules, after much troubles, i finally created my latest blog.
--------------------------------THE END-------------------------------------------------------
Director- William C
Producer- William C
Writer- William C
Art Director- William C
Special Effects Supervisor- William C
Unit Production Manager- William C
Cast-
William C
Compaq Presario C700
light
IT bible
Thank you for watching.
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